Today is one of my routine day. Ty woke me up...then I feed him, snuggo with him (till I need to get ready for work), drop him off to his Lola, play with him for a bit, say a prayer, grab Starbucks coffee and scone and head to work...whew! exhausted?!?...from the time I step out of the house to when I step foot in my cube, that's about almost two hour journey... and really I'm not complaining unless of course when traffic sucks (which usually does) :) Again, this has become a routine for me and I am used to it. Luckily, Tyler is used to it as well because he did not complain one bit :)
Once at work, I concentrate at my work but I don't forget to think of my family throughout the day. Since I already know what Jon is doing, I often wonder what my little son is doing and I wonder if he misses me too. With him, I know I don't have to worry because he is in good hands. He is spending time with his Lola all day, however, I can't help but miss him too. *Sigh* I wish I am there for him every single minute of the day. I just want to be with him, play with him, feed him, put him to nap and even change his diaper *grin*. I mean seriously, I get it now...being a mother is not the easiest responsibility to have but it is the most satisfying one to have. I get pure satisfaction just the thought of being a mommy. I look forward to seeing Tyler grow and I wanted to be the best mom for him. I guess all I want to say is that I'm missing my baby right now and I can't wait to see him soon...
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